Sally's Song-Fiona Apple
I sense there's something in the wind
That seems like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
And does he notice
My feelings for him?
And will he see
How much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us than?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their in enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may it doesn't last
And will we ever
End up together?
No I think not
It's never to become
For I am not the one

sorry i was just listening to this song... i love it... the version done by fiona apple {{ }}is really gorgeous... better than the original actually. i haven't seen nightmare before christmas but i really want to. i wanna see corpse's bride too. right now i'm busy doing a stupid history assignment. I have one day left of school and that's the day the stupid lousy project is due. And since i don't have to take exams AGAIN, tomorrow is my last day. i'm thinking about not even going at all or just taking a zero for the freaking thing. but i know i won't do that. i can't disappoint my parents WHO JUST GOT ME A NEW LAPTOP FOR AN EARLY CHRISTMAS PRESENT WOOT WOOT!!!!!! *PARTIES* WOOOOOOOOOOOOHIOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Okay, sorry for that moment of indignity... xD lol. WOODEWOO!! but yeah... anyways... i hate my history teacher... she treats everyone like mindless idiots who don't know anything. she's pious and thinks she knows everything when she really hasn't got a clue. she calls US sophomores? no.. SHE'S the sophomore. The definition of sophomore: one who is arrogant and thinks he/she knows everything and denies his/her arrogance and ignorance... stupid old lady... anyways... yeah... bleh...i need to work on my project now...

Dream Asleep

v1.Behind the eyes of a stranger
beautiful rainbows form
universes we've never seen or heard of

channel.If we go looking for the questions, we're gonna find them
If we go looking for the answers we're gonna find those too
If we look into each others' eyes, I'm sure we'll find what we've been looking for all alone

chorus:
The truth behind the lies
the beauty from the pain
the revolution in the chaos
we will find
if we hope
if we dream
it can happen
when the world has fallen
and all you knew is collapsing in
lay your head down
fall into a sleep so sound
and just dream asleep
dream asleep
oh, dream asleep
dream asleep

v2.Dive into the streams
of living colour of the soul
find yourself painted into a different place beyond what you ever thought possible

channel2.If we go looking for love, we're gonna find it
If we go looking for peace, we're gonna find that too
If we look and listen to the rain, we're gonna find ourselves

bridge.the prowess of your fears feasts on you now
don't you know of the power you have
nothing can stop you on your quest
for knowledge
don't you know that God knows best
He'll never leave you nor forsake you

as written by Andie Knott ((me!!))

Insanity is the best medicine for reality.

Live, love, laugh, listen, learn
Hope, wish, want, chase after, yearn
Stare at the crystal streams.
See the water through glass dreams.
Stare at the velvet night
See the stars shining bright.
Stare up at the brilliant sun.
See the unbelievable pun.
Stare up at the unending clouds.
See into the maddening shrouds.
Dance in the rain,
Embrace the pain,
Spin off the ache,
the beauty of grace,
is that there is leeway.
Nothing can ever take this love away.
Question life, make it known, store the knowledge deep inside your mind;
in case you were wondering, like I:
Challenge everything but God.
Keep peace close, and good-will will follow.
Wisdom is not at the top of the graduate-school mountain,
but there in the sandpile at Sunday School.
Call me ignorant, call me naive but i simply love life
i cling to it like every breathe is my last
and that is simple the way of my universe

as written by Andie Knott ((me!!))

I've updated my other blog, time to update this one.

I had to get an even number of posts on each blog. xD I'm just weird like that. I have a certain amount of perfectionism in me about small things, like assorting spoons forks and knives a certain way in the dishwasher, every spoon and fork and knife must be in the proper slot in the drawer, when eating small food items one of each of the same size and/or colour must go in each side of my mouth, my rings must be on different fingers on each hand and i have to continuously switch them until i get it just right... etc. etc. call it a slight of OCD if you will. But anyways...

Lately I have been deciding what my characters should look like based on random actors/actresses, photos, and anime I've found on photobucket. I'm wanting to ask my dad if I can put my radio blog on my facebook. But I have to get a couple of school projects out of the way before I can even think about that. Technically I'm supposed to be doing my project now... but you know... what ever. xD

and now for the random babblings:

My printer is out of ink and I kind of have writer's block. I haven't been on my neofriends' harry potter forum sites in a while... I hope they haven't kicked me off.. -.-* i was watching some harry potter parody voice overs last night on youtube... they were pretty bad, but they were freaking hilarious (you know you're talking to a nerd when they say 'freaking' instead of "frikin" xD *lol*) umm.... let's see, what else is going on around here... oh, well there's the fact that Micah Dempsy (a guy in my Biology class) fell out of his chair and had almost like a spazm on Friday when we were talking about PET scans in Biology and how they had to inject a radioisotope into you with a needle. Apparently he had a phobia of needles. It freaked the living heck out of me as well as the rest of the class. He's the kind of guy you just WOULDN'T expect to be that way.

My mom's been bugging me to type out my songs and poetry on the computer... I have yet to succeed in doing this. Everytime I get on, I get distracted (like now).

The issue is never lack of time; it is lack of motivation to use that
time wisely

I have been trying to just stop and contemplate life a little bit, but life
seems to be travelling to quickly for me to slow down. I have learned to
simply expect the worst, hope for the best, and pray to God that He will keep my
head from spinning on my shoulders or else leaving it behind should it not be
screwed onto my shoulders tight enough.

and now i need a bible concordance so i can finish a song...

goh... i haven't been on here since... FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH HOLY SMOKES!!

*lol* it really has been a long time tho... 4 real... erm... well... there's not much goin on that i didn't tell you about in my other blog (check it out ) but well... i just felt like posting a bit of random nonsense and pictures and stuff like that...
this is a pic of Melissa Wannamaker I found while browsing myspace


This is meh Johnny-boy, he's our awesome guitarist for the WAIO(word alive international outreach) word alive youth band. This is just about the only time i've ever seen him calm. He's usually got a frustrated, concentrating or worried look on his face... of course you can't see his face in this pic, but, anyways... actually, it's the ONLY pic i have of him b/c i got it off of Melissa Wannamaker's myspace. Of course that would only make sense cuz they're brother and sister, but, you know, whatever...


Ain't it the truth though? ^-^*sniffle**tear*


ZOMG! FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH! xD *lol*
*$QU33!* SHMEXXXY!! ^-^
(first 3: emo Peter , fourth: Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy) WOOT WOOT!!! xD OMG! SEXY HAIR!!! *squee!*

Pictures!! *w00+!*

This is Charlee she doesn't like to get her picture taken...but I CAUGHT HER!! HA HA!! I AM TRIUMPHANT!! BOOYA!! *lol* behind her if you can barely see him, is Richard "Trey" Palmedo. He's a cutie, but he doesn't like me like I like him, he says that our personalities don't mix. And the sad truth is, is that he's right. T_T Same old story: girl wants guy, guy doesn't want girl back... BUT ANYWAYS!! Moving on. :*
Here's Erin Criner and Charlee Lipham. Charlee actually volunteered for this one. ^.^
This is Jacquelin Fancher, she doesn't like getting her picture taken that much either. Actually when I tried to take a photo before, all three of them (Trey, Charlee, and Jacquelin) covered up their faces. *lol* :D
THIS IS MY CLASS! Yes, this is the honours class in the Ninth Grade Academy at Oxford High School
There's awesome Dawn again.

ANOTHER PRETTY DOLL!

m'kay the moment you've ALL been waiting for... PICS OF ME!!!

This is me just being stupid.
This is my loverly piano.
This is me sitting at my piano bench.
This is me. You can see my pretty little harry potter poster in the background.
This is my ROCKIN cousin, Naomie. She lives in London, Canada. She 2 years younger than me and is my dad's sister's daughter. xD

Sorry it's been so long...

Hey peeps! Happy belated Saint Patrick's Day! Sorry I haven't written; I know
it's been a while. I've been busy with school studies, homework, projects and
other crap like that going on. >_< ugh... well any hoo, currently, I am working on some stuff... yah,no duh... I'm trying to get started on a daily devo for my site (*cough cough* Neopets account), and I'm having to write an essay about Josef Stalin, an evil malicious dicator who ruled in Russia after world war 1 and during world war 2. Also It's confounding, yet beautiful to see what God is doing in my life. As many people that have told me I will do great things for the Kingdom, God is STILL working on me yet. Trust me, I've got some rough edges that DEFINITELY need sanding. : $ x) Well, hope ya'll have a good spring break. (I'm on mine right now! : D) *w00+n3$$!* holla! x_X xD

Okay... here's some of MY personal faves...

OH YES!!!!!

more LOVERLY pictures. ^_^ YAY! *claps*

I realize I haven't written in a long while, but I've been so busy with projects and homework for school that I haven't had time.
In fact I'm not supposed to be on now but I just needed to post some pictures and let you all know that I'm still here.

^.^ fun designs, eh? (my Canadian heritage showing there x_X :p)
I know I'm a bit obsessed with posting pictures, but it's also got some knowlegable factors to it. You see I'm trying to teach myself HTML coding and graphic design. So... yah, it is actually educational (that's the word I was looking for before) >_< *lol* 0_o xD

huh. That's kinda weird... and stupid.

The pictures weren't working for a minute. Oh well. I'm working on To Kill a Mockingbird homeowork right now. I gotta get back to it. ARGGH! stupid homework!!!

Trying to figure out what's wrong with these pictures...hmm......

PICTURES!!!

P.S.

I will also be posting random photos from time to time. Just so's ya know! ^^

W0W. Been a long time since I was here last. And QUITE alot has changed--well in my opinion anyway. On the inside I've brought on a whole new outlook on life (for the most part, Jesus and me are still working on it^^). Some things have been happening lately. (Well, DUH! but seriously...) I'm not exactly sure where God is taking me in this next year, but my pastor (an AWESOMELY prophetic man of Christ) says that this year (2007 for those of you whose Monday brains are still not functuning properly ^-^) will bring good new change. Already I'm seeing small changes in my hectic every day (but quite enjoyable) teenage life. I'm beginning to see things in a new aspect. God is opening doors and renewing parts of my life that I thought were pretty much dead. :3 I'm enjoying life like never before, especially thanks to a new Wednesday night church. Here's a quote I'm gonna throw out atcha cuz I REALLY think it speaks to ALOT of teens dealing with junk with school, activities, extra cirriculars, and weekend stuff. It's by Relient K, it says this,

"It's funny how you find you enjoy your life when you're happy to be alive."

And it's SO true!! Here's another one that will help with all the crap and stress of teenaged life to remember this:

"He said, 'I know this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart things will just get worse. When the burden seems too much to bear, remember: the pain will justify the pain it took to get us there!' "

Also by the greatly admired Relient K. Well, that's all the goods I got for today, because I gotta do some H/W. And like I said, I'm not EXACTLY sure where He's taking me in this next year, but He garuntees me it'll be for the greatness of His kingdom. Watch out for signs in you're own life! You might just be surprised. *wink wink* ^.^ Well, toodles for now!!
~andie outtie~