Equal Parts Mary as Martha

I spent an hour in the 24/7 prayer room this morning before my volunteering started at Bible Jam up at WAIO today. It made me feel immaculate, like nothing could touch me. The presence of God abides there in that place. I love it. Its peaceful and quiet. It gives you time to think and sing, and pray and everything. It's SO wonderful; I wish I never had to leave, but ya know.
Ya live some, ya give some. You listen some, you serve some. It's like that Mary and Martha story... not all Mary, but not all Martha either... just balanced. Short little excerpt here i know, but I am particularly uninspired this day. My mind is consumed, by body is exhausted, my spirit is resting, my soul is free... and this i know to be true

"La La La" by The Bird and the Bee

La, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, come on
Come on, come on

Make yourself free
Make yourself grow
Come on, up into the attic
Come and see the glow
A pretty idiot is kissing
Everyone she doesn't know
And the pigs are eating popcorn
Selling tickets to the show

Give yourself away
Feel the wind blow
Watching movies on the ceiling
All the artists we know
If there's someone you don't like
You don't have say hello
There's no reason you should leave
There's no reason you should go

La, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, come on
Come on, come on

Take yourself out
Hit the tambourine
We have loaded up your eyes
And fed you tangerines
If you open up your box
You will find a type machine
If you try to find a scratch
There'll be no signs where you have been

Give yourself up
Make yourself sing
Don't tell us that you can't
You need assembling
Da da da, da da da da da
Da da da, da da da da da

La, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, come on
Come on, come on

Da da da, da da da da da
Da da da, da da da da da

La, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, come on
Come on, come on

La, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, come on
Come on, come on

Bilgewater

OMG! I forgot to mention. A couple days before school was out I was sitting in Mrs. Ader's class watching Huckleberry Finn and I didn't realize it until they rolled the credits, but Huck was none other than the young (can I get a drum roll plz.: dun da da DAH!) No lie that's Elijah Wood! Yeah, the same Elijah Wood who played the adorable Frodo Baggins in Lord of the Rings!! AND I looked up on IMDb (internet movie database for those of you who don't know) HE ALSO PLAYS SPYRO IN THE 2 LATEST SPYRO GAMES! OMG!! The Legend of Spyro: Dawn of the Dragon (2008 pre-production) and Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night (2007). [:0] Incredible, eh? OH! not to mention HE PLAYED MUMBLE ON HAPPY FEET!! *squee* ^.^ lol. anyways...


*sigh* GAH! that boy is pretty... *dreamy stare* okay, lemme stop before i start drooling.... oh wait...


I ALREADY AM CUZ I GOT MY DANGG BABY TOOTH PULLED!! grr... my mouth feels all retarded cuz the dentist numbed it and stuff... bleh. I can't feel most of the right side of my face. ARRGGH!!

MAHN! that boy's eyes are powerful! they're so light, you just look at him and you jump cuz his eyes attack you with their sparkly awesomeness. hm... my mom is looking at other photographers' sites and there's a really pretty re-dub of somewhere over the rainbow. a guy sings it but i don't know who... eh, oh well. well, i gotta go pack for Gulf Shores tomorrow. We're supposed to be leaving at like 6 am. (heh heh. but as we all know a fat lots THAT'S going to happen. lol) well, later days. (lol. yeah i stole that off the weekenders tv show heh heh)

And So We Go

HEY MAHN! Look at me rockin' OUT! I'm on the RADIO.
HEY MAHN! Look at me rockin' OUT! I'm on the VIDEO!!
(System of a Down)

Here I go again
I have to pretend everything's all right
Here it comes again
this irrevocable feelin
I'm in the strangest state
I don't know whether to freak out or play it cool
I put on a fake plaster to make you think I'm happy
because I know that you want me to be okay
So I pretend I'm okay
I pretend I'm alright
but my vicious dreams cannot deny the truth
the reality of the matter is
no matter what i can never be happy as you want me to be
with out divine intervention
do you believe it?
well you'd better cuz its the only truth that exists in my world.
And no matter how much you say that i'm so close to perfect you can taste it
I will never, ever be good enough
Yeah I will never, never be what you want for me
This phony life, I will never get it right
Tell me I'm alright...
Tell me I'm okay...
cuz I don't believe it one bit, no not one bit.
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